Post by Avery Jade McCartney on Oct 8, 2009 23:35:39 GMT -5
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remember me for my passion
the paradise that i imagine
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journal,
Aves here. It's been years since mom and dad.... were murdered. I know that I must do something serious not only for me, but so they know they haven't died in vain. I really wish they could be here with me. Sometimes it's really hard, I can't explain how hard it is sometimes being 22 and well alone. They were the only family I had, and well, now I don't have anyone.
Heh... I don't need anyone to feel sorry for me though. Sandious better watch out. He has no idea what's coming to him.... And even if he does, I will vanquish him no matter what. He will pay for killing my parents!
Everyone takes me for granted, when will I be able to find people who understand me... even the people at Magic School didn't take me seriously... well that was years ago. I ahven't been back there since before my parents...
However, right now I am leaving my home in Tulsa and head to San Francisco. I need all the help I can get... and maybe even a home? I hate being alone and sometimes it just makes me feel so worthless and empty. Is that all I'm supposed to become? What am I supposed to be? Empty? Forever? I don't know if that's how I want to live my life... No way, will I settle for such garbage. finding a family, or people to accept me and understand might be one thing i need in my life right now, but one thing I need more than anything is to destory Sandious and his wench of a wife Caludia....
Even if I have to do it by myself....
Avery Jade
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this journal template was made by bella-jane
of caution with a little help from meyerweb
for the colors. the lyrics are from larissa's lagoon
which happens to be a spectacular song by an fantastic
artist called idina menzel. if you use this and remove
the credit and b.j. finds out about it, she's going to kick
your ass all over the place. you got that? good.
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